Remember

First played: 9/13/2007

Sensation tickles the back of my heart
And on down my spine
These shivers sinfully descend
I know that my beginning was love
But I also know that love will surely be my end
Opportunity so often missed
Held hostage to this inexorable self-control
Shut down inside but still alive enough to feel the call
As the birds fly South again this year

Silent desparation
My disease
Diluted in the milky haze of mary jane
I don't remember how to cry
But still it feels like weeping sometimes
Walking alone in the rain
My path so long ago was set
Still I won't forget
It is enough to know just where you're coming from
I am beset by the ironies of my life
And I feel I'm staring down the barrel of a gun

But this time around I've found another way
All that I have wrought remains
Proudly I will bear these scars that I have earned
Though Heaven never seemed so far away
I would never give my path away
Or lose these lessons that I have learned

I remember

I've had enough of the underside of trust
So between us, let there be no lies tonight
We may not have much to show for what we know
But as long as we have got eachother
It's gonna be alright
Anachronistic it may be still I believe that
Honor is the very essense of my soul
And still tonight it feels like suicide
As I force myself to find the faith
To face my fears alone

But this time around I've found another way
All that I have wrought remains
Proudly I will bear these scars that I have earned
Though Heaven never seemed so far away
I would never give my path away
Or lose these lessons that I have learned

I remember

(C. Narayan)

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